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[[Category:Questions asked to Srila Prabhupada]]
[[Category:Questions asked to SP... 1977]]
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<div id="Conversations_and_Morning_Walks" class="section" sec_index="5" parent="compilation" text="Conversations and Morning Walks"><h2>Conversations and Morning Walks</h2>
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<div id="1977_Conversations_and_Morning_Walks" class="sub_section" sec_index="10" parent="Conversations_and_Morning_Walks" text="1977 Conversations and Morning Walks"><h3>1977 Conversations and Morning Walks</h3>
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<span class="link">[[Vanisource:Room Conversation -- October 22, 1977, Vrndavana|Room Conversation -- October 22, 1977, Vrndavana]]: </span><div class="text"><p style="display: inline;">Svarūpa Dāmodara: Isotoxin is also called Isonayazid.(?) It's the chemical name. I know that, I discussed with...</p>
<p>Prabhupāda: Then he'll say, "Remove to the hospital."</p>
<p>Bhavānanda: Then they'll say move to the hospital.</p>
<p>Prabhupāda: Then who will take care of me? Hm?</p>
<p>Bhavānanda: We will never allow them to remove you to a hospital, Śrīla Prabhupāda.</p>
<p>Prabhupāda: You'll have to, gradually, according to his advice.</p>
<p>Bhavānanda: Therefore we asked you yesterday for your guidance.</p>
<p>Prabhupāda: No, I'll guide. Don't move me to the hospital. Better kill me here.</p>
<p>Svarūpa Dāmodara: We won't, Śrīla Prabhupāda.</p>
<p>Bhavānanda: Never.</p>
<p>Prabhupāda: But if you are disgusted, that is another thing.</p>
<p>Svarūpa Dāmodara: One thing, though, if we take the x-rays, that will pretty much clearly tell whether there is any tubercular infection in the lungs.</p>
<p>Prabhupāda: They are expecting.</p>
<p>Bhavānanda: If we are disgusted?</p>
<p>Prabhupāda: Yes?</p>
<p>Bhavānanda: No.</p>
<p>Svarūpa Dāmodara: Never, Śrīla Prabhupāda.</p>
<p>Bhavānanda: Service at your divine lotus feet is the perfection of life. Our only fear is that Your Divine Grace may become disgusted.</p>
<p>Prabhupāda: No, I have no dis... Doctor treatment failure.</p>
<p>Bhavānanda: Doctor treatment is finished.</p>
<p>Svarūpa Dāmodara: Taking these strong medicines without eating is very difficult. Many side effects.</p>
<p>Bhavānanda: Yes. Anyway, we gave him chance. Your Divine Grace gave him a fair chance to...</p>
<p>Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: Actually the whole thing only began because Dr. Ghosh came. Actually you didn't want Dr. Ghosh to come, but it was too late. We had already sent Lokanātha. So once Dr. Ghosh came, we were obligated to try these allopathic medicines. It was Dr. Ghosh who brought Dr. Gopal. Otherwise, from your own choice, we would not have, you know... We were obligated because of Dr. Ghosh's coming. Naturally... He came so long, such a distance. From the beginning you always don't like the allopathic. You never like it very much.</p>
<p>Prabhupāda: I'll treat myself. Let the kavirājas come. And makara-dhvaja... One after another, they will make the things complicated. What is your opinion? Hm?</p>
<p>Bhavānanda: We all feel, Śrīla Prabhupāda, that your direction is absolutely perfect. It is coming directly from the spiritual platform. Therefore anything which you tell us to do, we want to do, and we have full faith and confidence that it is absolutely correct. But we don't have full faith and confidence in people who are materially conditioned. Therefore we have taken you as our spiritual master. You have perfect knowledge of everything spiritual and you have perfect knowledge of everything material.</p>
<p>Prabhupāda: So, all of you agree to this?</p>
<p>Bhavānanda: Do we all agree?</p>
<p>Devotees: Yes, Śrīla Prabhupāda.</p>
<p>Prabhupāda: Then I will give direction. Simply I want to know about the makara-dhvaja, consulting both the kavirājas. (pause) Why you stop kīrtana?</p>
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