This song refers to Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī’s meeting with Kṛṣṇa at the holy place of Kurukṣetra, where Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa and His brother and sister came to visit when there was a solar eclipse. It is a song of separation from Kṛṣṇa. When Rādhārāṇī met Kṛṣṇa at Kurukṣetra, She remembered His intimate association in Vṛndāvana, and She thought, “Now I have gained the Lord of My life. In His absence I was being burned by the arrow of Cupid, and thus I was withering away. Now I have My life again.”
Now I have gained the Lord of My life, in the absence of whom I was being burned by Cupid and was withering away
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"Now I have gained the Lord of My life, in the absence of whom I was being burned by Cupid and was withering away"
Sri Caitanya-caritamrta
CC Madhya-lila
“‘Now I have gained the Lord of My life, in the absence of whom I was being burned by Cupid and was withering away.’”
“‘Now I have gained the Lord of My life, in the absence of whom I was being burned by Cupid and was withering away.’”