Once Lord Krsna considered within His heart, "In this way My affectionate feelings for Srimati Radharani may be understood, but on analysis I find them contradictory"

Expressions researched:
"In this way My affectionate feelings for Srimati Radharani may be understood, but on analysis I find them contradictory"

CC Adi-lila

In this way My affectionate feelings for Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī may be understood, but on analysis I find them contradictory.

CC Adi 4.249, Translation:

“In this way My affectionate feelings for Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī may be understood, but on analysis I find them contradictory.